Today is a rainy day with lots of fall emoticons dropping here and there
there are happy faces everywhere if you look at all the carpets of leaves on the still green grass
and the air smells wonderful with a fresh scent better than any dryer sheet could muster up
a small breeze wakes you up and bing you are ready to take on the day
I wish life would be as simple as an autumn day
I wish God could be as simple to know as a leaf fallen to the ground or a breeze easily felt as it showers you with autumn kisses
 i do not like to play church
i am tired of that
it is hard to be spiritually up there
with all the up there people around
and prayer warriors need to be holy and mature
conferences cost money
healing is a practice i hope for  one that maybe I can see
i am taking a course

and it is difficult to even worship sometimes because the distractions in the church can be great
time limited
structure of service
and so on
i guess i do not know what to be
'or even what i want
but deep down inside
i just want to love God know him and serve him
that is all
that is it
and to love my neighbor as myself
will start here at home and go from there

what could be better than that?
day by day with Jesus