Hi God itsa me again
I like it when I hear such good things about you
The messages sometimes are so good
but when I look back at some things I accomplished
and some that I worked at
they seem so bad
so trivial
and I wonder if they led to any good at all
its not an easy task to see what came out of something
what happens when you leave a job'or a city
things change
people move on
and the world becomes different
somehow
it is weird to see the past as an embaressment
and to be envious of what is now
i am not sure why I torture myself with this
it is beyond me
I suppose I want to know I did something good
but Lord as long as somehow it glorified you
hopefully it did