SO GOD HERE IT IS A WEIRD DAY
WITH WEIRD CHOICES
A CLEAN HOTEL ROOM
BETTER TEVEN STUDYING YOUR WORD NOW IS NOT AS ONCE IT WAS
THAN MOST PEOPLE LIVE IN ACCROSS THE SEA
CABLE TV NO LACK OF CHANNELS
BOOKS TO READ
PRAYERS TO PRAY
QUESTIONS TO ASK
AND I MISS EVERYTHING THAT WAS ONCE ME
WHERE DID ME GO?
THE EXCITEMENT I FELT AT A NEW DAY
THE WONDER OF JUST A NEW CRAFT OR HOBBY
THE DESIRE TO JUST LEARN SOMETHING NEW
MANY TIMES I WONDER WHY
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
WHERE AM I GOING
WHAT AM I DOING
IS THERE ANYTHING THAT IS SACRED
ANYTHING GOOD TO LOOK FORWARD TO
AND I FIND NO ANSWER
I GET NO ANSWER
THEY SAY GET CLOSE TO YOU
GET IN YOUR WORD
AND IT IS OK TO DO THAT
AND I STUDY A BIT PRAY A BIT
MEDITATE A BIT
BUT THERE IS NOT ENOUGH
IS THERE
OR WHAT ELSE NEED I DO?